This goes all the way back when I was just fresh out of my divorce, my heart was healing and I was trying to find myself once again after being with the same energy for twelve years. They were great years, no regrets. But I was now a single mom, who had two children looking at me.
After few months of healing, I tried dating again. I tried to give love another shot, but that was a major fail. In short amount of time, the echo of my previous marriage, came smashing back into my reality. But this time it was with a different face but just as wreckless. I just couldn’t put me and my children in that same situation. The goal was to better the morale for my children and for me.
Could I be the one with the problem? Why am back to the same situation but with a different face. At this point, I thought, I’ve given myself enough time to heal and hopefully fall in love again. Unfortunately, I concluded at that point, as I drove away from his house crying my eyes out, that I obviously still have a lot of healing to do.
I’ve always been self conscious and self aware of my behaviors. But of course when emotions gets the best of you, we sometimes just can’t see clearly. And the goal is to master seeing storms for what they are and getting out of its way and really knowing how to dance in that rain. So I decided, I will stay single and really focus on healing myself.
The Universe brought back an old friend of mine to introduce me back to what I have long forgotten, living my conventional marriage life. She reminded me of TAROT CARDS! UFOS! GHOST! PARANORMAL STUFF! And after over ten years of not talking or seeing this beautiful friend of mine, she came back and got me going on meditations, even introduced me to chakras, mandala effect, parallel timelines, past life regressions, and a ton of other metaphysical stuff I knew nothing about.
Now, it’s not that I didn’t believe any of it. I always felt like, It’s a mockery of God to think he only created us and that there are no other beings out there. I knew there are tons of beings out there but due to my limited beliefs which created a sense of fear, I just chose not to make them a part of my life. But I knew they were out there.
It was like a snowball effect. She invited me to go to a meditation group and I was so excited to really understand further what meditations are and experience what people talk about. Now, prior to us going to the meeting, I had confided in her my issue that I’ve been going to counseling for, and told her there’s got to be like an energy healer out there that can rid of this bad vibe that I’ve noticed is just attached onto me. It was messing up my decisions, my motivation, my willpower… it was making me feel guilty. And in that meditation group we came across a Reiki Master. She was very hard to get a hold of for a session, but soon after another Reiki Master comes flooding down my path.
I immediately made an appointment. Although I felt safe, I’m not really sure what was going to happen as I walk down into her basement, but she was very nice. I did not do any research as to what Reiki is or what, I figured at that point I had nothing to lose. Counseling was just not cutting it. I can only talk it out so much. There’s still an energetic thing on me I couldn’t let go, release or whatsoever that is deceiving my perception of what I know is true to my heart.
She busted out psychic surgery on me. I didn’t know this is what she did at the time but after being a Reiki Master, this is what she did. She energetically had me gather that energy feeling and yanked it off of me! And she barely touched me. When she pulled out this energy that I couldn’t see… Oh my god! Let me tell you, I was a bit scared on what she was gonna do at first and then when she told me to take a deep breath, and that she was going to pull it out of me, I gasped. In my head I’m thinking, “pull what out?” I got nervous confused. But when she yanked this energetic thing or something out of my chest, oh I felt something. I gasped for air and tears came rolling out. I wasn’t sure what happened, it was energetically painful but energetically relieving. I really didn’t know what happened. I felt immediately lighter and so much better. So before I left, I asked her how she does that and where can I learn it. And just so happens she had a class coming up, lucky me! I asked her if that same heat out of her hands will come out of mine and if she will also teach what she did to me. And of course she said with a smile, yes.
I have a lot of friends that get depressed because there is that energetic weight on people that without awareness or the consciousness for these energetics being in your body realm, there’s no way to know. One would just think they are “depressed”, when it could just be an ex that kept thinking about you which then can be intentionally or unintentionally sucking your energy away. Who knew!?
Well, my curiosity is spiked and I wanted explore Reiki and see what I can do with it to help me and my loved ones. My friend and I agreed to go to the Reiki I & II class together. I don’t normally do research or read up on what other people think about the matter I’m in because I want to experience Reiki for myself and form my own opinion organically.
I live intuitively. I’ve early on realized that you just have no control of things and at times when you want to go left, intuitively you will go right, so just wait for your cue. And I also learned hand in hand with this lesson is, patience is a virtue.
As I park outside for the class bright early morning, I think I was a bit hung over too. I was in the mindset that if reiki will work for me, it will work. Hungover or no hungover. My phone rang and startled me. My dear friend called to tell me that she was not ready to be attuned to Reiki that she would not be showing up for the class. She continued to explain that she had read up on some stuff about Reiki, came across some stories from people in forums talking about bad stuff happenening to people after getting attuned to Reiki. And the whole attunement was too ritualistic for her given she just had left religion. So pretty much, she freaked out and bailed on me.
I figured I’ve paid for the class already and I’m curious. If it doesn’t work then oh well! And if bad things were to happen, I’m sure it wasn’t Reiki, it was just what it was, life. But I was really excited to explore Reiki further given the difference it made to my own energy. I was a witness. So, I told her I’d take one for the team and that if it all works out, I would teach her instead.
We did many meditations that were so visionary. I thought the experience itself was great. After my Reiki I & II Attunements, slowly but surely my life changed.
And guess what? Reiki or heat did come out of the palm of my hands and it’s on command! WTF? It is mind blowing! Obviously there’s a world out there bigger than me and definitely beyond than what I can see. The experience was transformational. It has opened my world to so many other worlds.
I have a life path 9 and I always wondered how I would put that into play in my life. Well, to be honest with you, I wondered how universe was going to put this 9 path into play in my life. I worked a regular 9-5 job to which I just wasn’t sure how I can be of service and healing on top of my family and kids.
Surprise! The universe played it up and set the stage for me. I am now a Reiki Master-Teacher with many wonderful students I coach and mentor.
I’d like to add that my children loves it. They would rather I reiki them when they are sick. I’m so attached to them, it’s easier to give them meds. But Reiki heals them graciously. They feel so loved.
I’ve come far from when I first got attuned to Reiki. And just to let you know, I’ve also attuned my friend who bailed on me. Proudly to say, she is now a Reiki Master. She helps me with my classes and attunements. She still doubts her abilities at times but that too, my dear, is part of the process.
My life has had it’s up and downs, and I’ve had to face many darkness within myself. Do I blame Reiki? NO! I knew that it was part of the healing and process. I have great faith that God works in mysterious ways. So in times of fear and doubt, I pray. I pray a lot!
Reiki has opened up a whole can of magic in my life. It has given my life depth and greater wisdom. And I’m here to share it with you so that you too can experience the magic it brings.
I do hope you can find Reiki and welcome it to your life. Whether you want to heal others and be of service or not. It is a must have tool to have for your family specially when dealing with energetics that are not visible to the naked eye.
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